my life

hey wassup korg.. hehe.. i m going 2 updating my lovely bloggie.. my title is simple, 'my life'... changing from bad 2 better is a great deal with our own lifestyle..

maybe changing 2 much will result in others judgement whether the person that changed is fully changing or just main2 je... now i dont want to talk only bout a person changing but thinking y others changing...

sound so cliche but that is what happen 2 me now...

in this post i want 2 hi lite 3 important things which r me frens n public... without wasting time let us start wit me 1st...

recently boleh lah nk ckap sbnrnye sye ni x de mood sgt cz i m a little bit bz wit my work but i still pretend 2 be me as i m laa,, hahaha...

ntah laa mungkin byk sgt queries bg skali srntak so than i became moody.. hehe..

i have something 2 share wit uollss... aku ni seorg yg sensitif  n very fragile.. so i need extra care... hehehe... this is becoz kdg2 ble wktu berpisah ngan mmber tu aku akn mmbuat prkare plik mcm aku akn menjauhkan diri wat seketike cz i wanna be alone as i will be than...

so mybe bcoz of my perkare plik ni rmai anggap aku ni kwn yg entah ppe.. whateva laa yg aku tau aku xnk bersdih krn tiade nye lg uolls in my life afterwords...

conclusion nye is that this is me n than ill not change if i m not into it n we r having our own freedom n choice so this is how i show my freedom n ive chosen this as my great choice in my entire life...

next is bout frens... i m very2 terase bile mereke2 yg digelar sebg kwn i ni looks like they r done 2 be my frens anymore...

frust?? disappointed?? ade laaa ckit but could u plz let me know wut is happened here??? aku wat slah..?? ape die slah aku..?? answer me...!!

bkan nye aku hacked ke pe korg nye gamba but it looks like aku dah dipinggirkan dr life korg but wut can i do is just happy when u r happy especially when u r happy witout me...

sounds like i m jealous  rite but i m not just a little bit disappointing... we r great b4 but not now.. obvious laa my little one... no regret..

mybe jgak ade yg aku x brape nk puas ati laaa... mcm bese time mgt, then certain person cube ubah aku dgn seadenye aku ni.. actually i m more tue than uolls so mgkin xberkesan kot...

conclusions, mybe i should not trust anybody when making frens cz good frens is from a great choice... next, plz b punctual n not last minute things 2 be done n jgn cube mengajar aku bile mne uolls pon still hingus meleleh dlm life nih... bleh je nk tegur but plz b manner...

last but not least, public... public figure?? hahaha.. no i m not,.. just wanna talk bout our football team... hopefully that they will be better laaa in future.. 

bkn pe now pon we have seeing a lot of peningkatan terhdp mreke but kdg2 tu i m became malas sgt nk tgk mreke men becoz the way they play... bkn nye aku ni reti pon men bola but yeah jgn laa hangat2 tahi ayam je... shows ur capability n make me proud n nak tgk je perlawanan bola especially my country team Malaysia.. 

conclusion is that plz jgn wat aku change 2 other tv channel when i m watching my fav football team MALAYSIA bcoz of the emotional n no consistency on playing it...

so mybe this post will hurt someone but i should do something 2 improve my life... i wanna live my life back n ill change.. bware of my changing bcoz itll hurt anybody around me...

tq for read this n now i m feels that i m now release from anything that hav been conquer a long time ago in my pinky heart.. plz do read my next post n enjoy ur life cz our life in this world is short n the afterlife world (akhirat) kelak yg berkekalan... 

b urself n do all bnde yg disuruhi Allah n tinggalkan yg dimungkiri - Nya... this is how i express feels n it is becoz ive been born this way.. Tq Allah...